Feeling lonely...

Friday, September 10, 2004

I've had enough of ppl always doing this: when they see me sitting alone, having breakfast, lunch or dinner, they'll always say "Sorang je?" or "Apasal makan sorg2 je ni?" or "Takkan sorg je kot?" or any other similar phrases. Duhhh... of coz aku sorg je... do u see anybody else sitting beside me? No, right? Then, why ask? Don't bother asking if u don't wanna join me.

I know, the real reason behind them saying that is becoz they don't know what to say to me, but still feel tak sedap hati if they didn't say anything to me at all (but definitely don't wanna join me). To me, I won't care if u didn't say anything. It's enough that u just say hi or smile or nod your head, as a sign that we acknowledge each other's presence. When you keep saying those phrases I stated in the 1st paragraph, u just make me feel bad, seolah2 I'm so hampeh that I don't have frens at all. Last2, I'll just feel lonely...

I know I'm not the most talkative person around, nor am I the most friendly person available. But the thing is, I have frens, it's just that I don't have lots, and none of them are available to join me for lunch or dinner. So, don't la cakap camtu lagi... orait?

I'm actually in the midst of finishing up an assignment that I should submit tomorrow. Mengantuk ni... but I have to persevere... come on Nik, go Nik go!


Posted by Nikman Shah at 2:11 am
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