Waiting in nervous anticipation...

Saturday, September 04, 2004

While I'm currently sitting here typing out this post, my mind wanders on what would happen in the next 3 to 4 hours. FYI, I'm gonna go and meet my dearest Ha after her convocation ceremony ends, which will be at around 5.30 p.m.

But what makes me feel nervous is that at the same time, her father and uncle will be there also! :P Part of me says to buat tatau je, and go meet them, say hi, take pics and blah. ;) But part of me wants to project a very good first impression to them. Mind you, this will be the first time I meet them. Adoi... This nervousness has even crept to the bowels of my stomach. I dah sakit perut nih! ;)

What will I do later? What kind of idle chatter will I be making with them? Will they see me as a boring person? A good person? Part of me says to just be myself and not care of what they think or say about me. It wants me to say "This is me: either you take it or leave it." But, sigh... I dunno...

I initially wanted to bring a bouquet of flowers for Ha, but with her parents appearance, I feel embarassed pulak. Hmm... ntah la.

In any case, I hope things will turn out fine. Wish me luck ppl!


Posted by Nikman Shah at 1:18 pm
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